4.29.07
Lest you think I have lost [or am loosing] my mind, based on my facebook status "Patsy is on an emotional rollercoaster ride; She thinks the ride just ended, and she is wasted!", I'm not.
I have had, in the past 2 months, just as many interesting job offers. I don't know what the Lord is trying to do here, but I am trusting Him to give me the wisdom to make the right decisions. I'm not even looking for job offers -- these have just come knocking at my door. Both offers are still on the table at this moment. One I will have to make a decision on this week and it would mean picking up and moving, a new city, a new church, a new school, etc., etc., etc. The other, I'm waiting to receive some financial figures on and it would mean my office could be at the nearest Starbucks, beach, or where ever in the world I want it to be. So, thus the emotional rollercoaster ride.
No, the emotional rollercoaster ride is really totally my fault. For one of the job offers I had a meeting yesterday for which I have been hyped all week. I had GREAT EXPECTATIONS about this offer. However, it turns out that the job is just a whole lot more than I expected or was prepared for. I was really excited going into the meeting, but just absolutely wasted last night, because now I've got to figure out is this just me baulking at what the Lord wants me to do, or is this just Him testing me, or what? I'm not sure. I will pray about it this week and make a decision by the end of the week.
I have had, in the past 2 months, just as many interesting job offers. I don't know what the Lord is trying to do here, but I am trusting Him to give me the wisdom to make the right decisions. I'm not even looking for job offers -- these have just come knocking at my door. Both offers are still on the table at this moment. One I will have to make a decision on this week and it would mean picking up and moving, a new city, a new church, a new school, etc., etc., etc. The other, I'm waiting to receive some financial figures on and it would mean my office could be at the nearest Starbucks, beach, or where ever in the world I want it to be. So, thus the emotional rollercoaster ride.
No, the emotional rollercoaster ride is really totally my fault. For one of the job offers I had a meeting yesterday for which I have been hyped all week. I had GREAT EXPECTATIONS about this offer. However, it turns out that the job is just a whole lot more than I expected or was prepared for. I was really excited going into the meeting, but just absolutely wasted last night, because now I've got to figure out is this just me baulking at what the Lord wants me to do, or is this just Him testing me, or what? I'm not sure. I will pray about it this week and make a decision by the end of the week.
posted by Patsy at 2:26 PM
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